Summer In Indonesia

Hey, it's been two weeks I'm in Indonesia. Time flies, huh? Two busy weeks, I have to say. Today I just landed from Jogja to visit my grandparents. And yeah, I'm sorry I forgot to bring a camera, so no pictures can be uploaded (except maybe if I decide to upload from my phone camera). Anyway, here, being at home, it ironically reminds me that I'm nothing. I've done nothing. Yet, I'm getting lazier than when I was in Germany. I don't know. I cancel my application for internship. You know it's hard. I can't drive. I don't even have desire to drive, looking at how shitty traffic in Jakarta. And I can't go anywhere without being dependent to my parents. It's like somehow I'm being prisoned by my own stupidity, yet I still have a will to be better (seriously). Anyway, that's it. Maybe i will post some from life in Germany last months, but i don't know for now. Maybe I will read and write again? For your information, I've read more than 10 books in one week here. The only achievement I could be proud of now. Ha!