International Happiness Day

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So, happy #internationalhappinessday! I wasn't aware of this term before until this morning I saw in Instagram and Twitter the posts about it. So what have I done on this happy day? Nothing much, actually. But somehow I'm feeling grateful. And I don't know if it's because today is focused to be happy and I'm happy with the idea of a-project-to-be-happy itself, or it's because today is actually a good day. My 'Praktikum' finished early (after the days before I was actually afraid and freaked out about it), the sun finally came out, and I got some time to relax and now dedicating it to read The Happiness Project until it is finished (I've bought it since 2012 if you remember).

There was a lil farewell with my friend today since he will leave Germany for good tomorrow, and he somehow marked that I've traveled a lot here. Well I didn't really notice it before, to be honest. Or, well, I sometimes noticed but sometimes got overwhelmed by people's posts in social medias about how good their lives (again) until I forgot about it. So basically today, combining with good weather, good day in university, good rest and reading a good book about happiness, I realise that I'm content with my life again after the days before I literally cried. I keep asking myself whether to walk away or try harder with this all without really answering because I couldn't find an answer that satisfies me enough.

I guess that's pretty normal, isn't it? That one day you wake up and just feel the need to runaway from this. That the life you're living is just a kind of black hole and you are trapped there. But another day, one and another thing help you to point out that your life is beautiful enough. So for today, since it's #happinessday, I and you should just embrace the happiness. Happy #happinessday people! :)