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But again, to think that I will just let this all go and go back to Indonesia is not possible. I don't want to do that. I guess I might not really get along to how they put organisation stuff as priority in university in Indonesia. But staying here is also not 100% right. I feel like I'm a weird person. Yes, I am. Yes, everyone is. I just hope someday I could find where I belong. Because even though they say embrace your weirdness, I still feel like I'm wrong. I'm never right. I never fit to something, and it's tiring, you know.
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Hi Priska,
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Somehow, I'm familiar to this feeling. I've had it years ago and I can still feel some residue to be honest. But I read this book called The Desire Map and it has helped me heaps. Now I'm more at one with myself. The trick? Be clear with how you want to feel. Define your core desired feelings. Maybe forget goals or who you're letting down for a minute and just focus on how you want to feel as you pursue the path you've chosen. Then define the things that will help you achieve that feeling. Say, for example, I wanted to feel more creative so everyday, before I do work, I take photos of everyday things with my phone and try to make them look unusual. I made it a habit until I reached a point where creativity felt so fluid for me. If you want to feel happy or inspired, then do the things that will make you happy or inspired. No matter how small the acts are. This life technique helped me find where I belong, where my true calling was. So don't ever think you don't fit to something. Ask within. You'll find it. <3
hi sofia! wow, first of all, really really thank you for suddenly dropping by and giving this comment. i read it carefully and thank you so much, i will try to do it too even though i know it won't be that instant and easy. once again, thank you, hope you have a good day there! <3
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