From now and then I realize everytime I start to forget about how hard it is going with this university, somebody pops out, contacting me and telling the story about the same shit she's been through. So in overall, I'm not the only one, right? Just the problem is, it's unrealistic to drop out now and move to another college or something. I don't have that much money. And honestly I don't have that much courage. I don't know what the future holds, but maybe now, just like me and my best friends that have been going through the same, we should go facing it. Maybe someday we can move. Maybe not, because we need to be responsible first. My boyfriend said I'm still young, I shouldn't think that I will be stuck here forever.
P.S: I'm writing again, yeah! I don't know if people here will accept the fact that sometimes I could be so introvert, wandering on my own mind for my writing, because in Indonesia, they will judge you. But maybe now, I need to try or my life will be flat.
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