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So I tried to occupy myself with other stuffs. School, of course, even though it's getting harder and harder and I feel more stupid everyday. I guess it's true about the more you learn the more you realise that you don't know anything. I also try to do business with my friend and one business that I do myself (but just today I realise Facebook blocked the account so I don't know what else I should do). In the end, these days I was so positive till I forget to eat and sleep, you know.
But today, the day that I supposed to study hard for upcoming oral exams, I realise that things may not work out as I expected again. This might sound so negative. But yeah, I'm just an ordinary girl who tries too hard (and keep being silent about it so that people will think I'm doing nothing).
One thing that I keep remember is; life is about learning process. I learn so many things by doing these stuffs. But yeah, I really wish that the good results may come out soon. So that I still be able to believe in myself. Because if I have to be honest, I start losing faith in my own ability.
But today, the day that I supposed to study hard for upcoming oral exams, I realise that things may not work out as I expected again. This might sound so negative. But yeah, I'm just an ordinary girl who tries too hard (and keep being silent about it so that people will think I'm doing nothing).
One thing that I keep remember is; life is about learning process. I learn so many things by doing these stuffs. But yeah, I really wish that the good results may come out soon. So that I still be able to believe in myself. Because if I have to be honest, I start losing faith in my own ability.
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Hi Priska! First of all, I know that feeling of "it was a really good draft". During my highschool days I wrote almost 20 novels and even though for the publishers they were not good, they were and still are a masterpiece. What you create is your masterpiece. Even if you don't end up publishing it, don't forget it!
ReplyDeleteAnd I agree that life is a learning process, it is also a journey. When things don't end up well, just realize that you just haven't reached the destination yet. Have faith in yourself that you can do ANYTHING if you do it persistently and you work hard enough.
Good luck in everything!
-Amanda Inez
hi amanda, thanks for dropping by and commenting here! wow, i'm honestly speechless knowing that you already wrote 20 novels in highschool days. i couldn't even finish one! haha.
Deleteyeah, i guess it's true. even though they're not good enough for publishers and public, they're still a masterpiece for me. and every story that i wrote is something that i particularly like to remember (if that makes sense, lol). anyway, people also say bad drafts are better than blank pages, right?
goodluck to you too amanda! i've finally read your novel (since i only could get the novel when i was back in indo last summer) and it's beautiful. it's thoughtful yet not that 'heavy' to read. hope to read new novel from you anytime soon :)