Story About December

Hey it's December anyway. Last chance to finish all resolutions you made in last January. The chance to start thinking whether to made the new resolutions or just stay with same, still unchecked resolutions from this year for next year.

Hey it's December anyway, every December you become so nostalgic. You always think that the last December is better.

December is the time where you start forgetting all school stuffs. To be in the holiday mood. To go to shopping mall with Christmas decorations everywhere.

But now for me it's kind of different. I'm torn in between slacking off or just start studying for finals. I mean, in school, I should have learned that it's okay for slacking off a bit because people do it, and the materials are not as much as in college. Ironically now in college I'm getting much lazier to study. I sometimes find time is better spent to do my personal project. I've always been doing so many personal projects in every December without thinking about school. Which sometimes in the end, the project means nothing because it's just for me.

December 2010 is still the best for me. It's where I feel alive, doing things not related to school. But I was feeling alive. And if I do it now, in this-supposed-to-be-holiday-for me, I keep wondering, will I pass the exams later? I haven't even had any idea what I did learn in every class.

Though, hey, it's December anyway. I have to admit I love going out in coat and scarf and beanie because of the weather. I love the romantic feeling when seeing christmas light everywhere.

And, hey, it's December anyway. The time you miss the home the most. The time you wish santa would come to give you a flight ticket back to home.