I Thought

When my friends told me they have fear with people's opinion, I was just being silent. I thought I was getting better now battling against it. I thought I was okay enough now and strong enough. Have I told you how my first two years in every new school were always full of fear? No? It's just like I looked so ignorant, yet I was overthinking about everything. I pretty much surrendered everything to my friend. I thought I was being strong now. I could be happy and content. But why this life keeps forcing me to change and to do something, while on the other side, it forces me to be grateful with what I have? I can be happy with what I have. You guys should too. 

Spring-Summer

So this is post I was about to post since long time ago. For me the transition between spring to summer is the one that I couldn't really feel it. It's almost the same. and now it's already changed again into autumn. 

I find it is interesting to see season changes. Am I weird? 

But anyway,we went to see cherry blossoms on spring. It was so beautiful. And we went to Badesee (a lake that has sand, because there's no beaches here). And in the morning, it was raining hard but then the sun was shining...very very brightly as well as hot. Here are some of the photos I just think quite worth to share.

 Cherry blossom in Bonn.

 Momma, I want to go to Japan.

 It was also a 'Maibaum' celebration. On the first of May, when a boy put this decorated tree in front of girl-that-he-likes' window.

'The Beach'

Is it even weirder if I say I love autumn more?

Pluviophile

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So I just got back to Germany. A month of holiday feels so short. And now it's time to go back to reality. 

The weather nowadays is so cold and it's always raining. At least it's one of good things that I can feel now. 

See you later with the posts about holiday, maybe. I just wanna sleep all day under the blanket, and sip a cup of coffee or hot chocolate. But I can't. Life's hard. Fighting!