I Think, So Many Things Are Overrated

Like the saying about it is okay to have no boyfriend while it is not okay to be anti social or to have no close girl friends and so forth and so forth. The saying about you don't need boyfriend, but you really need to have close friend(s), and blah blah and blah blah.

Well, have you ever been in phase where suddenly, like you don't know exactly why and how, there's a distance between you and your (used to be close) friends? I think it's pretty common. Like someone ever posted or said, 'friends leave and go'. But do you think that out there, there's no song to heal it, no saying that will assure, 'hey darling it's okay, there will be new friends soon for you', no quote that really expresses the feeling. It isn't like when it's about breaking up with boyfriend. They seem to make breaking up with boyfriend as a really, really big deal. They will keep saying that boys are jerks. But again, how about being betrayed or losing your friends without any excuse? Isn't the pain is as shit as going through break up?

And the sayings about party lifestyle, YOLO, get wasted or hangover.

Nowadays it quite seems that those who are nerds and actually getting high achievement in school are those who are not likely to be successful. It seems that skipping class, not really doing tasks and the other things opposite to be a nerd is necessary. They keep criticizing academic system. They keep saying that university is a waste of money. And you be a smartass only means that you are good enough in adapting to system.

Well, if all people are actually not going to school, are they really gonna be success in the future? Is success not also determined by luck and whatsoever? It's confusing for me, honestly. And why the hell people create this kind of academic system from the beginning?

Because life is funny. And the other says life is cruel.

Well, just hold on. So many things are overrated. And you are overwhelmed with them.

P.S: I'm studying for trimester 2 exam now. Time passes, and so many things has changed. It's, crazy, really. 

Four Seasons

I somehow think that it's really beautiful to have four seasons and see how it changes.

Welcome spring! :) (And, yeah, I've been successfully passing through autumn and winter here, and still counting down to summer which means; home!)

Easter Mood Booster

I spent one week again in The Netherlends, and here are the photos.

The famous Windmolen.

Zaanse Schans

Cheese factory.

Klompen/woodshoes factory.

The Hague

The tram that brings me to me time.

Netherlands much, right?

Madurodam

Amsterdam

Luckily there's a fair. And I always wished I could go to a fair with my boyfriend. So another wishlist got checked, right?

The spontaneous Flashmob we saw.

All in all, it was a mood booster indeed. My getaway. Thanks God!

Journal For April

It's been so long that I haven't posted anything.

I'm still thinking, but no longer about is this college really for me or not, should I move and blah blah blah. Why no? Because the answer is clear already. I have to try accept this. No other option. Just cherish it. (Well, I got some coincidences which like 'slapping' me why I was such a bitch complaining about college in overseas).

Though another problem still arises.

And anyway, a lot of photos from some events still in due for being posted. Sorry. And yes, I went to the Netherlands last Easter break, again. But i'm not sure I have enough photos to be posted since I don't know why I lost my mood for taking pictures. Well, I still took pictures. But more importantly, I bought a lot of books in Netherlands and I'm working for new novel which (again) I hope I can finish at least before summer. (Hey, I almost finish the last one, dude. Almost. Just the ending, getting very very...flat).